feel this

i've been dealing with the challenge of coping with jealousy lately. i can't help it when i see pictures of her with other guys (even if they are gay), or read the things that they write her. one guy in particular who seems to be trying to pull her away from me. writing things like, i wish you were staying so i could make you mine. and shes too far away to do anything about it, all i can do is talk. thank god she'll be here tomorrow. maybe i can explain to her better how it makes me feel to see these things. god, i love her so much and i can't even hold her when either of us need to be held. this is probably the hardest thing i've ever had to deal with.